How can you be unmotivated to get something that will help you feel better?

i don’t even know how to get them i wouldn’t want anyone knowing just leave it

smile-even-if-youre-dying said: It’s understandable. I need them but don’t want them. I don’t want my family to know or my friends to know it’s that bad. I don’t want to be vulnerable or open up enough to let someone help me. They would make me know for sure how fucked up I am.
psihi said: <3
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