today I’m just sad. so sad. sad about every aspect of my life and sad about being me. I’m basically dead. well I’m dead inside anyway. I am either completely numb or I’m overcome with sadness. whenever I forget about the sadness for a few days it comes back 10 times worse and haunts me. it’s like it’s punishing me for trying to feel something other than the sadness. I hate being me. and I hate my life. I haven’t accomplished anything and I’m shit at everything. maybe all I really want is perfection and know it doesn’t exist and I’ll never have it so maybe that’s why I feel this way. I really don’t know but all I do know is that I’m so sad and this sadness is killing me. slowly, but surely.

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4. soggybluwaffle said: I can relate to your emotions cause I felt this way as long as I can remember but i am trying hard to feel happy and if I can do it you can too :)
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14. ceruleania said: I feel the same way sometimes. Often actually. I don’t know you but it’s likely your sadness about yourself is an exaggeration. I bet you are an awesome person inside and out and your emotions are being very hard on you. I hope you feel better.
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